#Nimh blush blush full#
He now walks around like he’s got a chip on his shoulder and something to prove, mostly cause he 100000% does)ĭespite having a shit ton of self loathing and doubt he is also very full of himself? He’s the perfect storm of everyone else is stupid but also I am stupid but shut up cause you’re stupider. (mostly due the the lifetime of a lack of validation. He actually really enjoys a challenge– he’s always down to prove himself. It’s dirty and gritty and gruff and tests your skills. It’s not all clean and posh and proper and all rubbing elbows and making nice with people who suck and don’t even like you. It’s quiet, it’s peaceful, he’s out here with no one but himself and wild outdoors (“just how I like it” he LIES with his lonely in denial ass)īut it’s also the exact opposite of how he was raised. He also likes it cause it’s something he can do alone. He’s better will putting up with social attacks but he’s not above biting and punching.Ĭha boy never had a real friend and was not properly socialized in the least.īut yeah, the camping and survival stuff– That’s another thing, he’s so used to having his wall and guard up, he’s well trained in the art of taking a licking and keep on kicking, whether it’s physical or social.
well, if I ever stumbled on a bear I couldn’t take that is!” “One bad bear attack and my career is over…. He has his modeling and his own money in spades but there’s only so long that all will last. One he’s so certain his parents will drop him any day now, and he knows he has no real skills or passions to build a career off of, and no people skills to charm his way through making it on his own. His only hobby he had picked up was camping and survival training– for a lot of reasons. Since his only real merit (at least to his parents) was that he was just naturally handsome, he was more or less pushed into a life of modeling basically once he decided he was over college (he only finished a year and a half before dropping out). So his life has been pretty set due to his family’s money. They never really listened or cared though. “WELL I NEVER! *storms off*, that sort of thing. He fought with his parents some as a teen, but for the most part they didn’t really have a personal connection deep enough to their own son to get truly hurt by his rebellion– it was mostly just indignation.
Some people tried to get close cause he was handsome and rich, but it was all surface level interest, they didn’t actually care about HIM, mostly cause they didn’t even know him. Throughout his life he’s kept everyone at a distance. He was their son and that had prestige and he was expected to act with a level of manners and decorum around all his parents posh associates but he also never really was taught social skills, so he mostly just kept quietĪnd when people did talk to him, like starting with other kids when he was really young, they were quick to say he was boring or weird or whatever so he put up a defensive wall p quick that never like– really came down. I can imagine Volks coming from a really rich family where like– his parents gave him “anything he wanted” but they were also never really around and were also not very loving with him? OKAY HEADCANON BACKSTORY AND STUFF FOR VOLKS taken from a edited version of my messages I spammed to my brother Fox.
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